Good Bye 2012!

Cepatnyaa masa berlalu kan? 

rasa mcm baru smalam masuk 2012, n now it's leaving us like in... next week!

well time flies away so fast, its undeniably true.. yet i did fulfilled my time with lots of memorable activities. So sad for its leaving too fast and i couldn't capture one n note it down as my diary..

somehow, i need to embrace the fact. That imma lady now, well i'll turn to 24 next year.. Tuanyaa aku. Hihi

Tomorrow family pegi cameron, n as usual.. im d one who's gonna being left all alone at homie since i've to work till Friday..

Oke. Back to basic. With working mode on! Hey ho! hey ho! :)

In b4.. i would love to post up some of my insta pics here.. hee

rupa orang yg suke makan sambil drive.. isk isk. hihi 

Okebai! =) 

Testing..testing! :)

Hari ni aku nak try blogging via phone.. Setelah hampir setahun pakai fon ni, 

baru kali ni aku berkesempatan nak install aps #blogger kat playstore, 

bukti betapa tingginya tahap ignorance aku kat benda up-to-date ni. Haha.

btw, it seems like so easy to post an entry via phone, 

 for i can directly upload any photos i just captured to my blog, 

...guess that imma regularly updating my blog in future, perhaps? Lol.

so long! =) 

Mini Aquarium

Mini aquarium? 

never in my mind i would think of having one..

but if there's anyone out there is willingly give me such thing as a present, 

therefore i would humbly take it and appreciate it much..

hee ^^

so here's the story begins..

mr.fiance gave me his mini aquarium as for he's leaving to India 

and he afraid that no one would

take care of his cutie lil belonging

while he's not around..

see, this pic (below) was taken like 5 months ago..

what a memory, wuwu

the truth is, i'd promise to myself that i'll only 

go and buy some creatures to be put inside of it,

once when he's got back home (here in Malaysia)

since i don't wanna miss him that much, (ouch~)

you know the feelings when your love one is not around and 

the complications of contact him while he's on khuruj in the path of Allah..

which is too hurtful ='(

but nevermind since i take all that as my tarbiyah,

 besides that we haven't married yet,

so i gotta learn to control this feelings and only pure out them all once we got married soon, inshaAllah..

let's together we pray for our best, and yours (readers who's still single) too. aminn =) 

opsieeee kan da tersasar topic. haha,

oke let's get back on track!  

       this one is imported from instagram. a week before he's travelling to India.. 

i let it all alone empty and hide it (mini aquarium) in a box so i couldn't see it,

pathetic enough, was it? lol.. that was made purposely to reduce the rindu2an feelings.

and trust me, now i feel like laughing. haha. 

when he's back in Malaysia.. about one month after,

me decided to bring out the mini aquarium from the i place i used to hide it,

and carefully clean it out with water, brush it and so forth..

and i went to the pet shop, to buy the small fishes. hee

 i bought only 3 type of fishes, oke.. at 1st, i was thinking of betta fish

and i want to buy it, but the pet shop employee didn't recommend me to have one 

since this kind of betta fish would die like - very easily. 

so i just buy another type of small fishes, i pick them all in a different tank,
sorry for i forgot the fishes types, but his mom told him that my small fishes really looks like ikan sepat, haha, is it? idk. as long as they're cute then it's okay to me ^^

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         taaarrrraaaa~! cute enough isn't it? ^^ 

and this is what i bought last week... 

(wait up, actually abg cik yg belikan, me mintak tolong dia je, hehe)

its the aquarium filter! ^^ 

the new look after aquarium filter is added too. Can you spot anything different in this? yes! you're right.

Mr.teddy rabbit gotta be moved down there.. hehe ^^

end of story. oh yeah, anyway.. with the existent of this aquarium filter, i can clean out this cutie tank only for once in a month (unlike before, once in a week tau, hihi) 

that's it.
Have you ever heard of being happy with the small & little things?

guess that this is part of mine. 

it maybe little tiny to anyone, yet it makes me happy =) 

khuruj 4 bulan

ianya suatu proses mengislahkan diri..

belajar cintai Tuhan, lebih dari segalanya..

dan yakin bahawa dunia sementara, akhirat kekal selamanya..

4 bulan, dalam kenangan,

dia di India, Bangladesh..

aku di Malaysia, menanti dengan penuh kesabaran.... =')

bermula dari 6/7/2012 - 28/10/2012

mcm2 pengalaman beliau waktu khuruj di tanah hindi ni..

nantilah kalau ade masa,

aku akan cuba cerita lebih lanjut pasal pengalaman beliau masa kat sana..

yelah, kata orang..

jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan..

seronok dengar cerita2 ni semua,

tambah #jazbah dalam diri..

walaupun aku masih belum dapat betuli diri dengan sempurna, 

i mean.. pakai tudung labuh, niqab bagai..

tapi, proses nak belajar2 tu masih tebal dalam diri..

moga dapat istiqomah benda baik macam ni sampai mati..

inshaAllah.. Allah permudahkan, segalanya.. =)

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gamba bawah yg last ni pulak.. 

adalah gamba surat-surat yg beliau kirim waktu beliau di sana..

kat sana, kemudahan post office bukan mcm kat Malaysia..

kat sini senang, anytime nak post.. post je ikut suke.

Sana,,, nak kena tunggu hari sesuai utk ke bandar,

kena minta izin amir sabb,

kena minta tolong orang tempatan sebab procedure dia bukan mcm kat Malaysia..

fuhh.. kenangan2.. ^^

sebelum aku akhiri entry kali ni..

saje aku nak re-post quote yg aku agak gemari kat sini..

*everything has been figured out, except on how to live*

okebai! =) 

Kelantan & Terengganu Trip!

Perjalanan kami yg bermula seawal 5.30 pagi dari Shah Alam, dgn menaiki hanya 2 buah kereta (sylphy & myvi),

the rest (the other cars gerak dari tempat lain2) selamat tiba di Kelantan pada tepat jam.. emm,

hmm. tak ingat!

haha. maybe around 2 petang camtu kot..

oke la, this journey may take shorter hours but since we alls ni..

asek2 berhenti, utk makan la, minum la, ngeteh la, solat, buang air dsb..

maka ia pun mengambil lebih kurang 8 hours plus plus gitu..

1st night we all stay dekat Cerana Villa chalet.. booked tempat ni pun

sebab dia dekat dgn rumah my future sis in law which is located in Tawang Bachok..

the chalet is quiet comfy and the price pun is affordable i would say..

view blakang bilik adalah awesome! terasa kekampungan gitu...

oh damainya di kalbuku.. hehe.

Booked dua bilik je, satu for me & my parent and satu bilik for anak2 bujang including my ehem2.. keke.

bilik anak2 bujang.. my room ade kat sebelah ni je, tp tamo ahh letak pic.. i malu. keh keh.

comel kan, murah je pulak tu. so pasni kalau plan nak buat family day ke, hape ke..

this place memang highly recommended! in fact, tempat ni dekat dgn 

rumah Tuan Guru Nik Aziz =)

Lepas subuh prayer.. yg the guys ni sempat salam & borak2 kecil dgn TGNA.. ^^ 

underneath pokok kelapa, i will wait for you ~ hihi *lagu Marsha AF* 

my beloved parent, dunia akhiratku..  ^^

luqman, him & me =) 

ni konon2 merajuk dgn beliau sbb kena buli masa ni.. tp gurau2 je, merajuk pun 5 minit je. keh keh!

haa, yg pakai baju melayu ni plak,
adalah abang cik, which is the so called Jacob in our family with hantaran tunang. 

dia ni baru lepas habes exam A-level & tgh tunggu offer utk buat medic di oversea.. 

sama2 kite doakan beliau eh =) 

Masa ni kan, da confused kejap, sebab sape yg tunang sebenarnye ni? haha

abang aku yg tunang pun pakai kemeja je..hihi

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by the way, on the upcoming 19th ni, aku kena cabut gigi bongsu tau! 

da umur 23 baru nak tumbuh...

meaning, aku da tak bole tinggi pasni... huhu. 

158cm je pun tinggi aku, dalam siblings.. kira aku paling rendah selepas luqman yg baru darjah 4 tu

but my fiance kata tinggi aku ni da kira normal la utk wanita.. yeke? 

harap2 ye la kot.. bersyukur.. alhamdulillah ^^ 

antara kaum wanita yg menghadirkan diri utk sesi menghantar rombongan minang ^^ 

my bro yg nak bertunang tu pakai kemeja kuning dgn kawan2 lama beliau.. sume datang dari KL tu, 

terbaikk ah.. =) 

sesi merisik & bertunang ni sume dijalankan dalam bahasa kelate.. so korang tak perlu pelik kenape memek muke aku pelik sebab aku sendiri tak faham bahasa tu sangat..
orang gelak aku pun pura2 gelak.. bajet faham je kan. haha

yg jadi jurucakap masa ni kawan ayah, Prof Zul yg da menetap kat kelate & jadi lecturer kat sini..
so senang la mintak tolong beliau ghoyak, pasa dio pom ghoyak faseh. Kite nim tak tau gapo nak kehcek pom sek2 hok mudoh

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Lepas habes sesi meminang, kami terus gerak ke Ganu...

balik tu ikut jalan persisiran pantai.. tak bajet pun nak singgah pantai sebab rushing..

yelah, perjalanan ni pun might take 10-12 hours sebab weekend kan, orang nak balik kampung..

highway pun takde kena ikut jalan kampung...

Pastu, time otw balik.. tetibe ayah stop kat satu pantai ni.. tak tau kat mane, tp utk lunch la.. 

cantik & kuat angin dia! 

tak banyak pun amek pic sebab masing2 sibuk nak makan je.. hehe

since we all mcm tak well prepared, so makan pun ala2 gitu.. ade yg duk kat kerusi batu, ade yg
duduk kat pondok depan ni.. hehe. berterabur masing2..
but seriously, it was one of my sweetest moment with my family & him ^^

oke.. gaya ayah makan durian memang kelakar oke. da bole masuk contest cutest pic ever ni. haha. comel2.. ^^

hai awak.. buat ape tu? heee...

ni kat Pasar Payang Kuala Ganu.. time ni da extremely drained out pun actually, 

u can trace it from my tired & oily face...

siap show off mangkuk tingkat je bila adik aku tetibe nak snap pictures. haha

day 3... nak pegi breakfast kat cafe hotel, me & my parent da siap2.. tp anak2 bujang masih.. aaa.. tengok pic sendiri.
Tapi masa ni my fiance pun bangun siap da.. solat subuh & sempat baca yassin..
dia takde kat bilik, sebab tu aku berani nak masuk bilik ni and snap pic adik2 aku. hihihi

perjalanan yg jauh dan panjang masih dteruskan... =)

sempat singgah kat one of best kopitiam places in Ganu... its Hai Peng Kopitiam! try google nama ni..
tengok banyak tak recommendations.. hee.

aku order latte & toast bread. Memang tip top!

Latte from Hai Peng Kopitiam! *_*

Borong kopok lekor... =)

tak banyak pakai pun since kami ikut jalan kampung ^^

cuma last2 tu la ade pakai sket time area nak menghala dari Gombak ke Shah Alam..
the rest, takde toll! terbaik!

ni plak kes takde keje snap gamba sendiri time ngantuk & driver kat sebelah sibuk driving..
tu je la kot setakat ni,

so long! =) 

my brother's engagement day =)

 tahniah angah and kak mira.. semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan untuk ke majlis yg seterusnyaaa, aminn ya rabbal alamin =)

karya Ramlee Awang Murshid

Konbanwaa minna san~ 

i would love to humbly present my chosen books of the week, =)

jus't can't get enough of tiz reading materials *hihiks*

Tentang Sunan Musafir ni,

dulu aku penah review pasal novel2 trilogi Sunan dalam blog aku,

masa tu baru sampai novel ke4 kalau tak silap..

tapi apekan daya, 

entry lama2 semua dah didelete atas masalah pic2 yg tetibe hilang di blog aku ni. *kehkeh*

but then~

tak sangka plak masih ade sambungan2 dia.. 

hinggalah sampai ke Sunan Musafir ni, 

since aku pun baru masuk intro dia.. so tak dapat nak review pape lagi.

inshaAllah, ade masa aku cube sinopsis satu2 kisah Sunan yg dikagumi neh =)

this is part of RAM's novel yg aku da habes khatam since di UiTM lagi..

1st novel RAM yg aku baca, was Satu Janji.. pergh, highly recommended la untuk korang baca..

Hatiku di Harajuku pun antara novel yg memberi kesan kat aku sampai skrang.

Kiranya novel2 RAM ni takdelah sarat cintan cintun menjiwang, but its more to realistic, 

besides message ketuhanan yg tinggi.

Macam yg korang boleh nampak..

buku2 kisah Sunan yg ade dalam gamba neh, starting with :

-Bagaikan Puteri 

-Cinta Sang Ratu (most fav, quote dia sampai jadi bio twitter. hehe)

-Hijab Sang Pencinta

-Cinta Sufi

-Sutera Bidadari..

-Sunan Musafir (in progress) 

dan lately, 

curiosity menggunung tinggi aku dalam issue Sunni-Shiite memang tak dapat dibendung lagi.

aku ada jugak follow sket2 pasal issue ni kat internet mostly, 

tapi macam tak brape berpuas hati.

yelah, kata orang.. kitab2 yg diterbitkan pasal issue ni je dah ade lebih kurang 4000 naskhah.. 

aku pulak baca2 artikel tenet je.. mane nak puas.

so i bought this book purely to satisfy my hunger feelings of curiousness 

kalau korang ade suggestion buku2 yg best pasal Sunni-Shiite ni, suggest2 la aku yep.. 

okebai! =) 

me in yellowish mode

it's 13th of Oct,
n im turning to 23 within less than a month, apparently
oke, ain dah tua. haha.
ape yg aku perasan, dah agak lama jugak la aku tak pakai jeans..
adalah dalam 4-5 bulan, tak penah sentuh pun jeans2 tuh.
satu pencapaian yg baik buat aku (#motivate diri) hee
comfy betul rasanya bila tak pakai jeans, kehkeh
time solat kat surau pun, takde la rasa ketat sgt time nak rukuk atau sujud
alhamdulillah, a step forward hopefully.

after all, im still the old me,
rasa tabarruj tu masih ade dalam diri. #astagfirullah..
but im trying to make it less & not really attractive since den ni tasoka menjadi perhatian ramai. #cewahh
so i thought palazzo pant pun would be kinda polite pant ekceli
tp kena ensure tshirt yg dipakai tu labuh la,
sebab palazzo ni dia macam boleh menampakkan sosok tubuh kaki yg kononnye panjang tu jugak,
lagi2 bila ditiup angin... fuhhh~

me in yellow palazzo pant 

and another thing yg aku perasan pasal diri sendiri ni, 

dari umur lepas spm, sampailah skarang...

barang mekap yg aku akan pakai bilamana keluar hanyalah compact powder, lipstick & celak.

should i be worried of this?

since tengok kwn2 pempuan lain pakai sunblock utk protect sunlight bagai, 

pakai bb cream utk kasi kulit halus mulus gittew..

terasa mcm diri ni tak normal plak.

janganlah ade pape effect kat aku bila tua nnt, sebab tak pakai bb cream or sunblock sume tuh.

huhu. 

and hari ni, 1st time masuk radiusite & sugarscarf.. 

honestly, tak rasa pape pun.

tak rasa mcm nak beli any shawls yg cantik2 tu pun..

no wonder la aku asek pakai tudung bawal style lama, baju pun baju lama2 je.. haha

seriously, 

ain anuar berada dalam fasa #aging yg maha dashat

oke la, takat tu je celoteh hari ni

kali ni betul2 motiveless punya entry.

sorry for wasting your precious times to read this repekan blog. heee ^^

Jubah Muslimah?

clothes ; exposed or covered up?

(pic taken at surau office : please ignore the stain on that mirror, wokeh ;P) 

i used to experienced both. 

exposed in the contacts of me, 

is just wearing tights, jeans, kinda fit long sleeves & so forth. 

my feelings during wearing all that, were just okay. 

Because that types of clothes are pretty acceptable by our society, isnt it? 

i mean, lots of us are wearing such clothes. 

Not being too exposed, n not really cover up. right? =)

but in the actually, i do feel a bit uncomfortable whenever i walk passed thru some men, 

i can sense that their eyes were watching at me, (oke ni bukan perasan, ni betul2 bukan cubaan)

lagi2 at the part of aurat yg uncovered well, 

for eg : if im wearing jeans, bole yakin ke para laki tak memandang yang tak sepatutnya?  

even if i walk next to my fiance, some (outsiders) were still watching inappropriately atau dalam kate mudah, ushar2. 

serious tak selesa babe. Entahnye pon. yg pasti, memang tak selesa dipandang sebegitu rupa.

thus, alternatively..

i tried jubah, for it'll cover my whole body entirely.. inshaAllah.

Alhamdulillah, dengan jubah ni.. rasa secure sangat2, tersangat.

even ada mata yg staring pun, at least kita tahu kita telah ditutup sempurna kan? =')

so the case would be obviously different. 

Masyarakat pun respect, para lelaki bila nak ushar yg tak patut akan rasa segan, lalu tundukkan pandangan.. 

lagi2 time mr.fiance masih berada di perantauan (India),

nak2 jalan shopping bagai semua pun kena sensorang. tsk tsk~ 

Ecewah, padahal da tunang pun bukan lesen nak dating berdua suka hati tau, 

ingat sape orang ketiga? #selfRemider    #NoteToosSelf =) 

btw, tak semestinnya kena Jubah all the time. 

baju kurung, kebaya longgar, jubah seluar atau kain guni pun bole as long as u confident that it can cover your aurat as total =)

but thing is,

Jubah nowadays are not really cheap maa..

mostly pun rm100 n above je. 

Cuma kena pandai cari, baru dapat less than rm100. hehe

Jadi, camtu je la cternye..

benda ni pun, nak belaja2.. bukan la kate drastically, tak tak tak....

kang bila silap sket, ade la plak orang yg tak sabar2 nak 'smash'. hehe.. tau sangat.. =P

speaking of smash2 ni kan,

why dont you, us.. together we unite to the path of truth?

i mean, back to basic..

what are we living for? Jannah right? 

" Allahumma inna nas'aluka ridhaka wal-Jannah"  which means

Oh Allah! we ask You for Your Pleasure and Paradise.."

so why must one's keep busy looking for another one's mistake?

itu namo eh nak membuka aib tak sudah2 atau lebih teruk (yg kompem masuk neraka) memfitnah!  

Huh, bahaya2. Naudzubillahi min dzalik =')

in fact, what should we do is.. keep supporting the one who's trying to berhijrah.

a.k.a muhajirah azra' (gadis yg berhijrah).. 

sama-sama dapat pahala hidayah Allah, 

sama-sama dapat pahala usaha atas dakwah biarpun ia kecil, 

namun bermakna di mata Allah..

indah bukan? =')

in a nutshell,

marilah kita sama2 motivate balik.. 

keep recheck,
what's our purpose of living in this world?

kita hidup, bukan setakat nak stadi, makan, masuk U, keje, kawen, dapat anak, mati..
eh takat tu je ke? Alangkah ruginya kalau kita hidup takat itu saja ~ 

have to always bear this in mind.. that~ 

we aren't robot,
we are HIS servants, HIS slaves..
thus, let's act like one. yosh! 

semoga datang niat untuk berhijrah, 

semoga diperbaharui nikmat iman dan menjadi indah..

dan semoga mendapat nikmat istiqomah ilallah =') aminn ya Allah  

*p/s : sila maafkan kata2 saya yg agak rojak berkuah ni, al-maklumlah.. karangan BM tak penah dapat A, cikgu pun cakap saya tulis karangan, bukan jadi karangan, tp jadi bahasa pasar seni pagi chow kit. kiki. 

    (pale version, amacam.. scary tak? hehe)